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This is my blog to record my journey through loosing weight and getting fit! This will be a healthy journey filled with fabulous fruit! tiring treadmills and wonderful falls of water!
I don't want to take this TOO seriously in the sense that I want to enjoy myself whilst I'm doing it and not be as serious as a bitch with too much botox!
Highest weight:245 LBS
Lowest weight: BIRTH
Starting Weight: 232 LBS
CW:168LBS
GW: 224 LBS------>Reached 18/06/12
GW:217 LBS------->Reached 08/07/12
GW:210 LBS------->Reached 26/07/12
GW:203 LBS------->Reached 28/08/12
GW:196 LBS------->Reached 17/09/12
GW:189 LBS------->Reached 15/10/12
GW:182 LBS------->Reached 01/10/12
GW:168 LBS------->Reached 10/01/13
GW:159 LBS
GW:152 LBS
GW:145 LBS
UGW:140 LBS
I’m so sorry guys, I’ve been in Italy working since January and have not been doing anything apart from eating, working and sleeping. Come June I will be back! Back in the gym and back into the way of life that I know is right for me!
Miss you guys so much!
HEY!
How are you?! Ah thanks babe! It’s gone a bit out of the window at the moment because… I’M IN ITALY! I’m living here until may and then I’ll be straight back on it!
I’m great by the way lol
I love your general suckiness!
Mwah! xx
Fun fitness goal: learn all the choreography to this.
She’s still doing it though
“Spot me like one of your French girls.”
I would actually watch this version of Titanic.
(via fitslife)
(via getactive-getfit)
I’m going to be giving MFP a break, I think It’s going to be too much upkeep and bother when I’m away. I’ve cancelled my gym membership with the intention to take hikes where I’ll be living and hoping that that will help me. I’m quite scared that I’ll come back bigger than I started!!!
When I was out last night and I saw all these girls in their dresses, I couldn’t help thinking “No matter how much weight I lose, I’ll always be the fat one out of the group”
There was this guy who I bumped into who I went on a course with, I asked him out and he said no(well he didn’t say anything, he never got back to me). He was with a mutual friend of ours who is super skinny and blonde and he was all over her and I just sat there like
And it was basically the same with all the guys out last night, they hit on the skinny girls with the barely there dresses and I sat on my own drinking 
(for like 10 minutes, the rest of the time I was dancing like a baffoon!)
she sits down and talks about how everyone’s getting on her nerves, i sit and look at my thighs and think “urgh”
mum tries to give me advice about working out which is completely wrong but she aint having it, of course she has to be right.
“if you go on the bike you’ll lose it from your bum and tone up that fatty bit”
“It doesn’t work like that mum”
“yeah but if you do it it will tone that up”
you can’t tone up fat, it’s fat not muscle!!!
when you burn fat you burn it from the body in general bot just a specific area!!!
As I cancel my membership….
cancelling due to medical and financial reasons
No :)
this is one of the hardest things, especially at christmas
“do you want some cake?” “do you ant a chocolate?”
*nods head*
“no”
Most days I think “I can’t see anything different”
I was a size 24(UK) and am now a 14/16 although I can’t get out of my head “look for 18/20” because I’m scared that I’ll try something smaller and it wont fit and It’ll just prove that I haven’t changed at all. It’s like I pick up a size 14, put it on and I’m scared that it’s going to come to life and be all “you’re too fat for this”, “you ain’t got this thin bitch and you never gonna!” The garment in this instance takes on the persona of a ghetto woman who don’t need no man.
It reminds me of when I was at school (and even now at times) when I would make fun of myself first before anyone else would, which they still did anyway but it looked like it didn’t matter because I said it first.
I’ll give you an example, the other week in monsoon, I went in and tried on the fucking fabulous dress in the window and whilst looking for the sizes I hesitantly picked up a 16 and my friend said “don’t you think you should get a bigger size?” He didn’t know and I know he didn’t mean it but it really hurt me. I did my whole “well I’ll try this one first, and we could get another size”. Well you know what? IT WAS TOO BIG! I needed a size smaller!
I don’t know if this makes sense or if anyone else has felt the same way but it’s something I’ve had on my mind for quite some time now…